This is difficult. Because someone is mad at me. And I'm hoping she'll read this, and cease to be angry. But I don't want to say too much, because that may or may not be why she's mad at me in the first place..
First of all. I understand where you're coming from. And I'm sorry, I really am. I never thought it would affect you like this. I never, ever want to hurt your feelings.
Second, I can't fix it. Not really. I will not do it again, but I can't fix what I already did.. I wish I could though.
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I wonder if this is all about this particular incident, or if there's more. I almost hope that there's more you haven't told me, so I have the opportunity to fix other mistakes.
Grad is so very close. And I want to make peace with you. I want you to forgive me, so we can put the hurt behind us.
I don't know how upset you are about this, but it's really making me depressed. I can't feel happy knowing that you're angry. I can't look forward to everything coming up when I feel like you hate me, even a little bit.
I want to talk to you, the next chance we get. I'll bug you about this tomorrow, I promise.
But it usually works when you get a chance to tell me all your feelings over msn or on the phone. I don't want to make you uncomfortable by talking at school.
I won't be on msn tonight. Sleep deprivation and all.
Tomorrow, okay?
But please treat me nice.
I'm hurting just as much as you.
Lets please not turn this into another breakup.
Our group can't handle the damage.
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