Maple Syrup

You know what that means?

It means I am: Impulsive, irresponsible, I disregard other's feelings, I get angry, depressed, and anxious for no reason, I have low self esteem, I hurt myself, I have unstable relationships, I'm overly dramatic, easily influenced, need to be the center of attention, I exaggerate, I feel the need for praise all the time, I take advantage of people, I feel important, I'm obsessed with fantasies, I have a lack of empathy, I lie to myself, and to others, I am obsessed with beauty, I'm afraid of rejection, I feel inept, I appear self-absorbed, I create fantasy lives, I can't make decisions, I feel helpless when I'm alone, I feel depressed and suicidal when rejected, I'm submissive, I get hurt by criticism and disapproval, I cannot meet the ordinary demands of life, and I become obsessive over things.

Is it just me, or is all of those symptoms just me. It's like my complete personality, wrapped up in psychosis.

Does that mean that who I appear to be, is just many mental disorders, not really me?

Or does that mean that I just have an insane personality?

I need help.